It's been a very hard path and sometimes I think my patience is coming to an end. But this week she told me a few things that gave me more energy to keep trying and I keep wondering if it's going to be worthy...


She keeps flirting with me on msn, well, we keep flirting with each other on msn. But flirting isn't enough, is it? We need to act, to put what we say in action. But it's been hard... I could use some extra help, but the only person who could help doesn't seem very keen on the idea. Bummer!


What if it goes wrong? what if nothing happens? It's just going to be one more failure to add to my collection, which is already big enough. Not even mentioning how bad it would be to my already badly damaged self esteem.