Basically, my life is so boring, it's embarrassing. I don't think I have anything interest to tell you. I just want to write here to let you know I'm not dead, you know?


I've been pretty much doing the same thing as always, nothing different has happened.


What I noticed lately is that I have been listening to music a lot. At least, it's a lot more if you compare with what I had been listening before. Skunkworks is back as my favorite soundtrack followed closely by Blaze's last album: Blood & Belief. They are very depressive albums, specially the latter. Very strong lyrics. It makes me think a lot about my current situation. Notice that I didn't say that it helps me in anyway. It just makes me think, which is not good at all.


What I also noticed was the fact that I've been paying a lot more atention on film dialogues, song lyrics, somebody else's quotes. I don't know if you think like me, but a quote sometimes can mean more than a whole book. Sometimes the impact it causes is way more stronger. Now I'm collecting those quotes into a file and only the depresive ones are being noted at the moment. I wonder why... *insert rolleyes smilie here*


Oh, and how I could forget to mention that? My budget has been tight for a few months now, which is sad to say. Due to this simple fact I'm being kept away from the cinema. Bummer! However, I found a way to fulfill my needs. I've been downloading every bloody film that I can think of. Currently I have 21 films saved in a folder (and no, I'm not proud to say that!). And everytime I sit in front of the computer to watch one, I spend more time choosing which one to see than actually seeing one! *insert second rolleyes smilie here*