My friend Z went to SP this morning. Good-bye my friend, see you soon!

Damn, this whole week was so damn fun! Specially last night, big metal event that lasted for almost 5 hours, met great friends, talked a lot of bullshit too. At 1 am we (me + 3 friends, 2 being girls) left the club and went straight to the other side of the city (and what a huge city this is!) where we arrived at almost 2, and went to say good-bye to Z. When we arrived he had already stopped playing, but as soon as he saw us, he played one extra song to his "VIP guests" as he said... After that we just talked and he shared some 'kin funny stories to end a perfect night. We left the place at almost 4 AM. The trip back home was fun too, you have no idea of what a drunk friend can talk on the back seat of your car. Oh well, maybe you can...

My first post from my laptop and it had to be about Z, the guy who made it possible. I had forgotten how much fun I could still have in a simply random night. Thanks for all the gifts you brought me, thanks for the fun and the laughs too, those were priceless. See you again, tomorrow or thursday? Hopefully more laughs and silly stuff to talk about. hehehe

Yes, that's what you've just read on the title! L-a-p-t-o-p

I've just got a brand new one! My first one to be more exact. And thanks to my friend Roy Z, who brought it extremely cheap from L.A. this morning. I went to pick him up at the airport, we chatted for a long while, went shopping for clothes, I took him to the apartment were he's staying for the week and that's pretty much it.

And no, I'm not posting this from my laptop because the battery has already gone down. And no, I can't charge it or plug it to the electricity simply because 2 of Roy's bags were lost and my power input was in one of them. Now we must wait for American Airlines to find his bags and deliever them properly. This may take a couple of days and in the meantime I can't use my new toy. Unless I spend a ridiculous amount of money on a power supply and use it just for one or two days... (weirdly, Im considering this option)

I have just now remembered that I hadn't revealed my secret plan. That's what I'm going to do now...

See, the tip was already given, you just weren't able to figure it out. And also you will notice that it's not so much of a big deal!

I'm in a band now. A Rock band. It doesn't mean that I want to be a rock star, though. The plan is very simple: to have fun with friends. Rehearsing and playing whenever and wherever as possible.

The band is called Rachel Black (website soon to be available), and we play rock. We don't write our songs (in the future, who knows?), we just play all the good stuff that was previously written by rock gods.

Here's is a lousy recording of a lousy performance of a lousy rehearsal. Special note for our v.i.p. guests in the room with us that day: the guys from the Tribuzy band.

Rachel Black - Communication Breakdown by Led Zeppelin

So my friend was talking to her earlier today. He kind of let her know what was going on and she kind of let him know that I don't have a green light.

So, I believe I have 2 options:

1- Forget everything and hurt now;
2- Or hurt later by trying slowly to aim a future possibility, and of course, getting the red light again;

Since man is a stupid kind of animal, specially the ones who have feelings for a certain girl, I'm almost decided to choose option 2.

Let's say from ZERO to 5, my last night's balance was:

Before party: 1.5 (being extremely positive)
After party: - 10 (yes, MINUS TEN)

And no, it's not my bank account balance. It's the balance of my saga trying to find the way to a girl's heart.

Sleepless nights, butterflies in the stomach, not knowing what she wants, not having the balls to do what I'm suposed to do, imagining situations that are true or not. Friends that say:

a) "there's a thing in the air between the two of you. It's soooo obvious";
b) "I think there is something going on but it's not so clear";
c) "I am not sure if there's a thing between the two of you;"

And me being a bloody Librah, makes things even worse!!!

This all is still related to 2 posts ago. Go read it!