Some few posts back I posted about hurting then (at the time) or hurting later. I chose later (how stupid) and later came early this morning around 3 a.m. The result so far is a sleepless night (with a second on its way) and an entire day without eating anything. When will this shit end, huh?

Sorry, I won't tell you what happened simply because it's a long story and difficult to put on words. There will probably be more chapters in it, but I'm not sure whether I want to get involved or not. But since I'm bloody stupid and never learn, I suppose I'll keep posting about what happens. It's a way of getting the stuff out of me, somehow...